There are billions of things that we can do everyday, and for some reason this stresses me out. It makes sitting at home and watching YouTube videos seem invalid when I could be going for a run, writing, doing work. And recently I've felt stressed to be doing stuff, so much so that I lose time for the things that make me happy.

I have barely been active on Wattpad this past week because I've been exhausted. Too tired to write, too tired to read, too tired to do anything but work and eat. This exhaustion stems from trying to achieve unachievable things, and I need to let myself relax. We're all under this impression that everyone else is living fun and exciting lives which can force us to try and also live like that but in reality no one can just do things all the time. We need time to unwind, to just do nothing.

I think I need to let go of my stress, my ideas about how I should be living and try and enjoy life a little bit more.