Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

On Wednesday I am back to school and I genuinely don't know where the time has gone. This summer has felt like a lifetime but a really short lifetime if that makes sense. I've been off for three months yet it feels like three weeks.

I am actually quite nervous about going back to school because I feel like I haven't done real school since December. From January to June I was doing exams or revision but no real lessons. This next year is a really big one for me as it marks the start of my A-Levels which makes GCSEs feel like stupid kiddy tests.

The fact that I now have to think about universities and careers makes me want to hide under my bed and never come out, by alas I will have to face it head on.

I am quite ready to go back to be honest, and I'm excited to finally be allowed to only study the subjects that I'm interested in. But I don't think I can handle the 6 am starts again.