It's difficult to say he is not worth your time when you think yourself worthless.

It is easy to convince yourself he is perfect for you because you are tired of waiting.

It is hard to let go of a fantasy that could never be reality. It is even harder to accept reality as it is.

He does not share your passions, you do not share his. Your words are few and far between not because you are awkwardly falling in love but because he doesn't care enough to type the letters out.

You put too much effort in to get this in return. You deserve someone so different. Not better, but different.

Stop forcing it. Just stop.