So ice just been hit by a lot of thoughts, some on Wattpad and some about me in re all life, ill base this chapter off the Wattpad thoughts and the next one will be on my own thoughts about me.

I realized after I read an apology from another author that wrote an Anti fanfic, they were staying sorry because they didn't agree with what they wrote. It was very abusive book, and they said they realized how bad it was...

Then I took a look at my book, Hurt...

I saw how big of a change in attitude I made halfway through the book. During the beginning it was a lot of very sensitive topics like abuse in realtionships, kidnapping, and even self harm. At the time I wrote that I was basing my story off of what others had wrote, what other people got lots of love for, but as the story goes on I move away from that subject and head in a better direction with the book.

It gets more lovey dovey and at the end there's a big loss and you get the point.

I see my mistake, I wrote off of what others got love for and not what I wanted to write. I write less now because I want to write what I like, not make things up to keep with a good schedule.

The theme of this rant I guess is to do what you want, not what others want you to do...

I guess that's the best way to lead into the next chapter...