I've been meaning to write this for a long time now.

I don't know why... but my perception towards girls have been always different towards guys—'cause when I talk to them, even if we just met today, or even if we didn't know each other at all—I'll always feel comfortable chatting with girls. I guess their vibe is just different.

NOW, despite being a guy, I only have a few male friends. This feeling of limiting the words that I'd say while chatting along them is inevitable. I feel more coy, professional, strict, stubborn, perfectionist, when I talk to guys—which I don't get whyyyyy. WAS I TOO SENSITIVE? 

Not only that, I also feel uncomfortable whenever I chat with male strangers. Though, I do have guy friends whom I'm very comfortable with, but it wasn't the same as how I act towards my girl homies.

I guess I just don't relate much to them.