I know I'm not the only one who feels like this HAHAHAHA!

That moment after writing the first draft and re-reading it for the last time, and realizing how cringe and unreal it actually sounds. God, that makes me mortified! It's even more embarrassing when you actually posted it, and some people even read it. MY GOD!

THIS! THIS NOVEL THAT I WROTE 2 YEARS AGO WAS MY WORST NIGHTMARE!

It has 4.97k which kills me, because it's really cringe and don't even make sense. Who falls in love in just two days? Hence, my english was such a try-hard! ACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! PLUS, I'M EVEN SO CONFIDENT AND PROUD WHILE WRITING IT! I WISH I COULD JUST SLAP MY OLD SELF!

And as far as I remember, I revised it eight times. There's also too many unnecessary characters that I added and the plot really don't make any sense to me.

It's just a nightmare thinking I wrote something like this in the past. I honestly want to delete it, but maybe, hopefully, I can revise it again once I had the chance.

ALTHOUGH, there is one old draft of mine that I somehow liked because of the humor. It's from another story which only has one chapter, and was written in tagalog.

THIS WAS THE ONLY DECENT OLD DRAFT THAT I COULD FIND! THERE'S EVEN GRAMMATICAL ERRORS IN IT! MY GOD!

I'd be just making my own grave at this point, I'll be forever be haunted by these old drafts.