I want to go to school, I'm wanting to be around my class and just talk or play truth or dare or 20 questions or whatever.

I just feel really not good atm and idk low..?

School helps me a lot, I'm extrovert therefore I gain excitement and energy from being around people, I like being a part of something, a group, idk.

But then again I don't want to go to school, I still have bad blood with people from Friday and yes, it may not entirely be my fault I still feel bad and that I should've regulated my emotions, kept them in check and not done what I had done. I'm not proud of what I did and some people just dont understand that.

Here we are again, negative energy Julia..

I'll just sleep it off. I have some art to do tomorrow, I could maybe become a little more positive from that. Plus I'm ordering some clothing and I'm possibly buying a sketchbook. And I can play minecraft tomorrow because my room is clean!

So many things to look forward to and be positive about..

I'm feeling a little better now :)

Goodnight.

-Jules 💫