Guys do u think I'm a terrible friend because I feel like I've been distant from u all and I just want to know because.....I feel like u guys think I'm just ignoring u or being rude but I've been going through some shit I MEAN LOOK AT THIS

I JUST NEED TO KNOW IF IM JUST A PAIN IN THE ASS THEN I'LL STOP I JUST LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK THEN YOU ALL WILL BE HAPPY THAT WAY I CAN JUST FINALY DIE