I'm in love with my closest friend.

Drew (the lemon) recently died their hair bright red (which I love). I love how happy they are about it and I am as well. We were talking earlier today about changed we want for the new year and oml.. This was our awkward conversation :

Me: so what's your ideas for the new year?
Drew: I dunno, maybe branching out in my art, trying to be more social, and possibly get back in a relationship
Me: really? that's a shocker.
Drew: yeah, it's been 2 years since those incidents
Me: do you already have a crush on someone?
Drew: yeah, for a while now actually
Me: oooHHHOHO WHo iS IT??!!
Drew: not sayin' grape
Me: TELL MEEEE
Drew: ok, ok. Someone I have known for quite a long time
Me:......Connor?
Drew: yuck, no
Me:......Steph?
Me:K-slice?
Me: Sam?
Drew left the chat

YEAH THAT HAPPENED. BUT THEY SAID SOMEONE THEY HAD KNOWN FOR LONG TIME (I have known them for 6 years) SO LIKE.. PROBABLY GETTING MY HOPES UP. HECK HECK HECK AND ON NEW YEARS EVE, I MIGHT SEE THEM (which will be fun because it might snow for the first time in forever in Texas) SOOOOOOOOOOOOO AHHH. OK, I'm done here -esther