Somethings I just can't understand why I put up with this class... It is a living hell for me and I hate it yet I am doing another year in it. They give me such a hard time in the class but yet I am still here.  I am in the uniform sweating my ass off waiting for what am going to compete for.  I have been up still Thursday morning 7 am since I have not been able to sleep the past two days.  This is torture... Kill me now... On second thought maybe I need this hell in my life