Okay today while I was shopping for school supplies at walmart but I only wanted to get pens and highlighters and like the stuff that I definitely knew I needed cause my school didn't send out a supplies list cause they little assholes

kidding

but honestly that's the perfect way to STRESS A FRESHMAN OUT

I don't like being able to call myself a freshman agh

anyways

my mom wanted us to get a bunch of binders which I wasn't ready for and I was being picky and stupid and didn't like the selection whatever it was dumb looking back

but my mom insisted i get some binders

And I told her no again and that I would go to some other store with my dad sometime

And she kept saying that she wasn't going to go school shopping with me again BUT I kept saying I didn't want her to go with me because I would go with my dad sometime

anyways this got to me and started to reduce me to a panic attack and symptoms are different for everyone but one of mine includes tearing up

cause I'm a mega crier at like movies and tv shows but I don't cry at any other time unless it's a panic attack

So that's starts happening but I'm able to like actually force it down somehow?  Like I stopped my panic attack I don't even know how.  I was able to convince my mom to not get the binders and like after that the attack like burned out and I was able to force it down it was really weird

And you'd think I'd feel accomplished after doing that but I just felt low

By preventing a panic attack I just felt depressed after

Where the shit is my gold medal for the panic attack olympics bruh

w h a t e v e r

I'll end this rant with a bunch of pictures of Shane Dawson on xanax cause honestly

WHAT. A. M OO D.

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