I'm writing this at about 9-9:30 at night, mostly because I'm super nervous......

I have no idea why .... Okay, I do. I was lying about having no idea...... Argh...

My first day of highschool starts tomorrow...... Argh, there, I said it.

Usually I'm nervous before the first day of school, it's a fact.

But my hands are all shaky, and I'm all sweaty and feel wierd...... Maybe it's just because I'm sick. Or maybe I can blame it entirely on puberty.

I take it back. I CAN blame it entirely on puberty, but I won't.

Argh.

I'm not one for omens really, but let's just say that the past five first days of school have actually been pretty accurate as to how the whole school year was gonna a go.

And the fact that my first day of highschool was delayed for almost a week, doesn't make me feel very excited.

I'm not being pessimistic-

Okay that's a lie. I'm being pretty pessimistic right now.

Argh.

What does one do when one is anxious?

I just go draw until midnight and then fall asleep to weird music. 😂

~Soka