Those shower comebacks hit me
Also something I missed to tell in last chapter

D was talking to me at lunch about random things, I was happy before he sat by me. Earlier in the week he was being nosey about why I had left early (horrible stomach cramps- I needed to take some pills-) Told him to figure it out. D tells me that, "Oh, about why you were hurting, you could have just told me, I know how that feels. If you ever need anything, just tell me."

He doesn't, he really doesn't. Also, what was he supposed to do? Bring snacks and pull out random pain pills for me to take if I'm in too much pain? Maybe I heard him wrong but still, it's so weird how he tries to please me all the time.

I feel like I'm SUFFOCATING because of him. I panic even, if he gets too close or if he's just too much that day. I wish I had a safe space at school but most places are accessible for him or teachers.

Valentines is going to be coming up and I'm betting he is going to make a big deal out of it, bringing me snack, and a card, and some big stuffed animal. I'm afraid of that happening.

EDIT: He makes me hate my family nickname! It's just a shorter version of my name but the way he says it to friends is weird for me. It sounds like he is babying me, and he also never ever allows me to say my own full name to his friends or new people. Now everyone from his friend group is calling me my nickname and it's just weird.

I need to get a picture of this dude, you can then see why I was off about friending him. I know that judging someone by their looks is mean and bad but really.

(There was going to be my comebacks but my shower was too relaxing for me to even remember what I said-)