I'm such a freaking drama queen.

I'm freaking out more than I should and having feelings I shouldn't be having EVER.

I didn't make it.  I didn't make Honeybees.

I just....

Choir is...was such a big part of my life.

Now it's gone.

I can't....

It's over.

It's done.

I'm not in choir.

I didn't make the choir I've been praying to join for over 2 years.

I have the choice of a GENERAL CHOIR.

I don't need to rant about that.  Go back a chap or two here.

I'm done.

I just...need time.

So much of me died today.