*Warning--uncensored language because I'm far too pissed off to try to find other words that will convey the anger I feel*

I got into a fight with my nina and she said things that...I can't...it was...so...infuriating!

I was being uncooperative about something because I'm just far too...emotional and depressed to think straight, and Nina goes and brings up Dorena.

I fucking HATE when she does that because it ALWAYS turns into an unintentional "I'm like Dorena".

"Did you know we had to call the police twice on Dorena?  We're not afraid to call the police when having a gun pulled on us."

BRUH WHEN DID I EVER PULL A GOD DAMN GUN ON YOU??  WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??

AND DON'T COMPARE ME TO THAT FUCKING PSYCHOPATH THAT CAME SO CLOSE TO RUINING YOUR RETIREMENT MONEY BECAUSE SHE CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HER DAMN SELF OVER IN FUCKING FLORIDA!!

I just...this is just....

Mom, I'ma take you up on that offer hardcore about going to a motel for a sleepover because I need to get the hell away from here.

I feel like that white block in Pong that keeps going back and forth.  I keep bouncing between an 8 and then back to a 2 or 3 on the whole wanting to kill myself or whatever....

And she seriously threatened to take me back over to Dad's??

That'd be equal torment on him AND me!  He's got enough to deal with and doesn't need a hormonal young adult there screeching at him for every little thing.

Fuck my life, man....