god I hate myself so much at this point someone save me please 

here's the entire PARAGRAPH he sent me, it feels forced and not genuine but that's me and me rn is NOT the person you want to be apologizing to, bc I do not take this kind of apology seriously. if you ever fuck up w me, do NOT and I repeat do NOT apologize to me like this please.

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continued messages from the last 1 I sent; 

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him; [ this message was deleted ]

me; na na I was waiting 4 a text

him; I wasn't done

me; I was down to the unity part ( not too long ago he got me and him assassins creed unity. ) 

me, seeing his message; mk

me a few minutes later; if you plan on ending whatever the fuck this is jus say it, I didn't plan on it ig but like yk 

him; I don't try(should have a question mark) I got you stuff to ware ( wear.. ) bc ily and then we said we were gonna play unity together so I got us both itto be able to play together(,) but we didn't(.) I'm sorry if I get to(o) busy to talk like when I was gift shopping and my nieces birthday ( dude I texted him right when he said he was gift shopping n said 'ooh, show me what you get her!' and when it was her bday I fr was like 'TELL HER I SAID HAPPY BDAYYYY!! and take pictures of the party 4 me :33' ) I'm sorry my phone doesn't always lets(remove the s pls bro) me know when you text me sorry I don't end up waking up early to text you ( I get up at like 8, the time he goes to work.. I always text him gm, its his choice if he replies when he wakes up ) and MB I feel like having time to myself from work to watch TV ( people always text during TV. just tell me your watching something and i'll buzz off like idgaf just lmk man.. )

me, whose just tired of this bickering; ykw?

me; thank you. ( pure sarcasm but I don't think he got it ) 

him; for what 

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this is where we r rn

you don't know how bad I want to say for nothing

but i'm not 

so here's what I'm texting his goofy ass 

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me; for apologizing-? ( even tho I don't fucking buy it ) anyways, can I just 4 a few things? 

him; sure what is it ( bro please just use proper punctuation this shit is killing me dude you're killing me. ) 

me; k, text me b4 you go 2 work like you used to so I actually know, lmk when you're tryna relax n not be bothers - i'm cool w you having space, its not like we r dating like god damn. oh, n make an effort to text me first. 

me; I don't just mean the mornings, idgaf abt that atp

me; I mean throughout the day 2

me; i'm high maintenance n genuinely insecure as shit n always have been since we met

me; you should know that better then anyone.

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and that's where we r guys

I'm not pissed now, no

instead I hate myself sm and god dammit this shits my fault ugh what the fuck

I'll update when he responds