Saw my grades today.

Well, how to say it...I was contented with my grades, considering that I didn't put much effort into it.

General average is between 89-91.

However, they will never be satisfied with my grades...

"Why is your Math only A?"
"What is this 85-89 doing here?"

They will never be satisfied...

And I will never be satisfied...

Shit, I could have done better.

I could have at least exerted some effort.

I'm such a failure, such a burden...

Being contented is not enough, however there will always be room for failures like me.

I'm fine, I'm fine.

Could I ever be honest with myself, atleast one time?