So like, there was this group of friends I would hang out with, there were aproximately 5 girls in it excluding myself(Cause I'm manly man/silly) and we met in grade two (some later on) and we had a great bond, or so I thought.

The group would fight alot, but most of the fights were nonsense or like, went away after a bit. But when 6th grade came, some things turn a MASSIVE turn...the fights would escalate alot, a boy we would hand out with, that wasnt elly..aprt of the group made r#p4 jokes and racist and other stupid shit towards us, even death threats or wtver, he also started vaping(still does). And the 5 in the group well mostly B, M & A, sometimes S would poke fun at him from behind his back, they would do that to alot of ppl, or just gosspi..which I thought was okay, since I was used to them being like that and thought it was healthy and they only did it cuz of the bad things.

But then B started saying I started to copy their artstyle..which I wasn;t, but I did think it was cute. (plus their art style was like the others on tiktok pr wtver..) but no one told me this, but I suspected it was me, cuz evertime I would sit with the 5 in class or wtver, and when B has their sketchbook opened they close it untill I leave. Which I thought was weird, but it was whatever to me.

Than they would get mad at me when I vent, telling me to "stop joking" or wtver, and took things I said out of context to make me look bad, since well..they hated me, since the start apparentlly. B, A & M would talk bad abt me behind my back everytime and every year, on the days I weren;t with them, which I found out in like..2023 or something? like in 7th grade, after the big fight I had with 2 of the group members. 

They said I was 'copying' them just vecause we liked alot of the same stuff, like for example; Ouran high school host club, Vocaloid, Omori, etc, trying to gate keep it or something, but for some reason, they would only get mad at me but not the others...turns out they just..hated me, for like no reason, and need something to get me away from them or wtver...

they could've just told me from the very start, bt they always have to make stuff...go way out of hand, but honestly during a fight we had bcuz of this, I was also in the wrong, we were both childish during that part, and I'm over the situation now, but apparently the 3 still aren't, they keep yelling at me when I walk by, like mocking or something, and they call me by dead pronouns (one does), they also want proof of me being autistic..like how do I prove that??..U want personal files saying I do orsmth??..thats weird..so they keep tormenting me..kind of harrassing me, its tiring mentally and physically, but I just try n ignore them, not wanting anyone to be involved in whats going on, which makes me happy somewhat.

(Btw will prob only post venting stuff during the week or other things, since I have smth specail I write in 4 the reg book)