I'm an idiot.

A pure idiot.

She doesn't give a shit about me.

Yet I'm still waiting for the day when I have a chance.

I should just burn all the calendars since that day will never come

And I'm telling myself that if she really wanted me, she would have tried harder to get to me.

Our mutual friend told her she should still give me her number.

And what do you think happened?

I'm sitting here with a broken heart, pining to see her face or hear her voice in an online class we have together.

Guess my life really isn't a fairytale.