So I had my yearly check-up at the doctors today. And like for teens they have you do a questionnaire about any drug/alcohol use and checking for signs of depression. So I filled it out- yada yada yada.

And my doctor was like "you have mild symptoms of depression". Whatever. I'm going to a therapist on Saturday, no biggie.

Except I kinda lied on that survey... Ah. So I went online and found the same questionnaire they used in the doctors office. Then I answered the questions truthfully...

I couldn't even get to my result before the website recommended a su!c!de help hotline. And welp...

cOoL ;-;

(note: yes I am aware that online quizzes do not count as a certifiable diagnosis for any mental health issues. There is a reason I'm going to an actual therapist soon- I was just curious. I'm not try to diagnose myself with depression or "normalize" it)