😌💅🏾 back at feeling kinda sad.

Today it's not about my skin but my hair.

I don't have any pictures that I'd like to share, but my hair is short and I really wanna grow it out.

I only wanna do this because I've been mistaked for a boy.

Yes I've been mistaked for a boy once

Yes I was in fourth grade but the memory came back and now I'm feeling self conscious about it and wanna grow out my hair.

My hair isn't as pretty as everyone thinks it is. It's just big and nice to touch even though I repeatedly say "don't touch, I will fight".

But I'm feeling self conscious about my hair. A bunch of black women say that they haven't straightened their hair in a long time which helped it grow. I wear my hair in braids so it'll grow.

I can't even style my hair while it's curly. It's always loose, in a ponytail, or in a bonnet.

I love my hair but it's hard to grow out. Shrinkage make be a part of it but

My hair literally goes to my boob. When it's curly, It goes to my jaw. I want it to be below my boob or sm while straight, and at least to my shoulder while curly.

But yeah, I'm just self conscious about my hair.

Especially cuz I possibly might be going to school soon. Doubt it cuz America is stupider than ever with Corona, but I might be going back and I wanna look somewhat presentable
:).