I haven't been feeling myself all day. I was almost a little depressed because I have a lot of things I want or need to do but I just have no ambition to do them. I have many updates I need to make on various stories I'm making, I have two requests I have to fulfill, and on top of that school. It's just really hard right now to get into the moment of writing anymore, I'm trying to. If you guys have seen my decline in posts lately that's why. And I'm feeling out of place lately in school and online. I don't know where I fit in anymore. At one point I'm happy and laughing—then others I just wanna crawl in a ball and cry. But I have gotten really nice comments from you guys today which I'm immensely grateful for. It's just really hard right now and I can't shake this feeling. And I just watched a Collins Key video and it honestly made me feel a little bit better. Thanks Collins for making me smile💕💕

Just keep me in your prayers, id appreciate it.