Ive always believed honestly is the best policy. And it is, but can being honestly leave you vulnerable?

I know ive talked about this too much in this rant book, but my feelings are important to me and this is a way to vent. Dont think of my as the pity girl because im not trying to do that, I just feel I can share this with you all cause its something we all struggle with.

Im a very ambitious person. I like doing more than I can handle which is doing little good for me right now. I like making people happy so when people request for me to do something, I jump right on the idea. And also unfortunately think ahead when I write something but never follow through with it. I have alot of parts of stories I havent finished and I really need to update but I suck so I havent done it yet.

Also this is really bad but I care too much what you guys think of my work than of me. So I doubt myself if no one seems to comment on a story I uploaded cause i am obsessed with feedback cause it makes me feel like people care about what im doing. I shouldn't worry about what you guys think but as long as i enjoy it.

I have alot of negativity about my appearance, my work and my social life. I dont even feel I have any friends at the churches I go to. The people who are there dont even talk to me at school. i dont know where I belong and I feel lije im feeding into the negatives and I really need to stop.

If this makes no sense to you its because im just ranting. Keep me in prayer guys..please💗