Dear Wattpad friends,

Why do I bother trying to live?

Why do I bother forcing myself out of bed? I don't deserve to be happy no matter what I try. I always manage to make my parents hate me... Or they fight.

I've decided to stop caring about everything. I should go curl up and die! But nobody cares right? My dad sure wont...

My brother couldnt give a shit as long as I'm "happy"

And my mom I doubt will care.

All my friends have other people to rely on and I will have died with no friends and no grieving family.

Nobody loves me but I still force myself out of bed....

Why?

Do I even have a reason to get out of bed?

Do my friends even care if I don't show up at school? I mean, they say they would but would they?

Would Anybody in this world care if I just... Stopped showing up? Stopped being around?