Ch - 36

Sidharth move outside the palace quickly by saying mahi that he is out for some important work of estate. He drive to a place which is only belongs to him because he is the one who find out this place for alone time. No one knows about this, its a beautiful place inside the forests not so deep one.

Sidharth sit in front of a fountain which is fall from a small hill and meet into the river, cold wind which touches his body sending chills to spine. The greenery of the trees, grasses beautiful butterflies and fireflies everywhere. Its almost give you the feel like heaven.

The place is in the middle of jaipur and raighar. Sidharth found this place in childhood at 17, once he unfortunately come to far in his cycle and enter inside the forest. Since then he come here whenever feels sad, confused or tensed.

But today he feels every emotion together, sad on himself for again lost  control in front of shehnaaz. After decided to make a proper distance from her, why he again ended up going more close to her.

Yes he did several night stands in all this years just to divert his mind from jogiya but nothing works. But he can't even think like this for shehnaaz, no never he will use her for his own distraction.

She is naive, innocent and he have to protect her from everything. Her life is his responsibility now and he will take care of her in every possible way he can.

But he is confused about one thing, in all this years he tried to take her out from his mind but she always place her home inside his heart. Even he saw her blurry in every dream, where she wearing white suit, singing the song, sound of her anklets was echoing in his ears. And as soon as he going to touch her she vanished.

But since very first the day sana come in his life, he never saw that dream again. Nor he think about jogiya for once before today. Everytime sana roaming in his mind, but don't know why? And how can this possible?

No one can take place of jogiya in his heart but then why whenever he try to remember her  shehnaaz's face comes in front of his eyes. And today when neel said that he is not compatible for her, why he feels like breaking his own friends jaw. He is so damn confused.

Tensed because he promises sana in the morning that nothing will happen again, but ended up kissing her. Somewhere he also feel bad, rejected when he didn't reciprocate back. But right now he don't want to give air to those feelings.

He is sacred facing her, what will he say to her? Why he did this? And what if she making wrong assumptions about all this and start thinking that they are like normal married couples. No.... he can't let her think like that, because it's not the truth.

In frustation he punched on the stone with his same injured hand, squeezed eyes in irritation, he thinks to talk to shehnaaz, clear every thing. Just the way he does with sanjeeda and told her that don't keep any expectations with him.

He open his eyes in jerk when jay's words start poking on his mind, "let shehnaaz date anyone else." He punches one more time in anger because the mere thought of imagine her with someone else causes anger rushed inside his veins.

But as always he gave this possessiveness , the name of protectiveness. And decided to tell her everything same except the dating part. Also not going to tell her anything about jogiya.

Moving to his car he bandaged the injured hand and darted towards palace. Its almost midnight, everyone already turns to sleep. Taking a breath he enter inside the room and find sana sleeping on the sofa with so much difficulty.

Her injured hand is touches the ground, he don't know why she sleep here, because tomorrow she said it's not possible for her to sleep in the sofa, that he can also see and understand clearly.

Because the way she roaming all over the bed, sofa is so tiny thing for her. Shrugging all thoughts he pick her on his arms carefully and made lay on the bed, covering her with a quilt. He move to the washroom.

After coming back he going to lay on his side but then he remember she sleeps on the sofa, "Maybe she don't wants to share bed with me, yaa.... That's the reason i found her on the sofa. Is she afraid of me?......."

"Whatever the reason is i don't want her to do anything forcefully. Tomorrow after reception we move to jaipur and then she can shift to her own room." Thinked sidharth and move to the balcony for call someone.

"Hlw! Clean the another  mater bedroom and set everything properly there." Said sidharth in the call and think something, "I don't know her like dislikes, after reaching she can change by herself."

He again says in the call, "We coming tomorrow evening, prepare dinner properly." Servant asks, "Done sir, will we made the same dieted food you eat?" Sidharth think something and says, "Yes, but with that make some parathas also and some chocolate dishes.".

(Hayee shehnaaz baby ka caring sidharth baby 😅😍😉)

Cutting the call he come back to the room and sleep on the sofa. At morning sana open her eyes before sidharth, which is a shock for her also that how can she wakes up so early today. Stretching her arms on the bed she murmurs,

"No worries sana baby, miracle happens."

She didn't realize the place and sidharth still but not for more time. Yawning she open her and it's fall on sidharth who is sleeping with slightly parted lips, looking so cute and hot in the same time that our sana baby is lost on him.

"Hayee sana, you are so lucky in one thing baby, you get yourself a damn hot husband. Aww he looks so cute while sleeping, just a kuchi puchi little baby ..kullu.. Wow sana one more new name for karwa karela. So, whenever he look cute i will call him kullu and anyway rest of the time he roam on  karwa karela mode."

Her thinking broke when she realize that where sidharth is sleeping, rubbing her eyes she sit on the bed in jerk and says, "Last i remember i was sleeping there, then how come  exchang. Oh god what happening with me now a days.".

" I sleep on the sofa yesterday, so that he can sleep peacefully. Because i know that keep play football, basketball every other sports at the time of sleepings." Said she made a pout and keep thinking how she come here.

Sidharth sleep is already broke by his dear wife's talks, but still he didn't open his eyes. And unfortunately didn't heard the tareef part, open his eyes slowly he find the most cutest thing in the world on his whole life.

Sana sitting there wearing a teddy bear night suit, with a cute hairband that hold her hairs from falling on the face, a cute pout and thinking something by place a finger on her chin.

Smiling he thinks, "Such a baby she is." He sit on the sofa and says, "I was the one who shift you there, so stop thinking." Sana jumped on her place by his sudden voice and going to say something when suddenly she start remember the last encounter between them.

Nodded she look downward and rush to the washroom without saying anything. Sidharth look at her in confusion but didn't say anything, he also move to the other washroom without thinking anything else.

Sana come outside after changing into a beautiful black kurti and sighs when didn't find sidharth in the room. Moving towards the mirror she close her and says by placing hand on her heart, "ohh i am save sana."

But she again jumped on her place by the sudden voice which come from her back, "save from whom?"

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Let's see what happens next!!