Ch - 51

Sana don't know why she getting irritated by heard about his ex girlfriends. Sidharth keep stealing glances at her, somewhere he have an idea that she is upset about the gf thing. But how will he tell her that , never had any gf just having night stands.

She will getting more angry after heard all this and the one most important thing he need to tell her about jogiya also. Because didn't want to start the relationship with any lies or hidden secrets. He decided to tell her everything today.

Jay look at the tension on the surrounding and says, "Guys, keep this discussion aside for sometimes. Lets enjoy the evening, we all together. Gaana bajana, dance wance karte hai. What's say?" Kiya clapped her both hands immediately and says, "Wow superb idea, sana will sing a song for all of us."

Sidharth turns his gaze towards kiya in a jerk than sana, who roll her eyes to kiya. Jay scratch his head and asks, "Sana, can sing?" Sana nodded in no, when neel says, "Yes bro, she not only can sing. She is the best. I heard only once, but been great fan of her singing."

Kiya nodded in yes and says, "Yes i told her so many times to try on this profession. But she says no." Sidharth just look at her with an unknown emotion. He don't know why his heart start beating faster, she talk so much but never told him about that.

Sana nodded her head in no and says, "Yrr tum dono kuch jyada hi tareef kar rhe ho." Mahi says, "Bhabi please sing a song for us also. Mujhe bhi sunna hai." "Mujhe bhi please Sana." Said jay. All start said the same thing, Sana look at sidharth who is just staring at her with blank expression. Both look at each other for sometimes, then sana turn her gaze to the other side.

Kiya shook her from shoulder and says, "Sing that song, jo tu uss din raat ko gaa rhi thi. I never heard it anywhere." Sana smiles and says, "Its my mumma's song, only we both know about it. Toh tu kaise sunegi kahi or.." Neel says, "Chl na yrr gaa ab."

Nodded Sana takes a breath, look at sidharth for once and start singing by closing her eyes...

Yeh Ishq Hai Ya Ibaadat Jogiya
Rab Tujhme Tu Hai Rab Mein O Piya..
Dil Ka Sukoon Teri Aankhon Mein
Ishq-E-Junoon Teri Cha Main Mahiya
Yeh Ishq Hai Ya Ibaadat Jogiya
Rab Tujhme Tu Hai Rab Mein O..Piya

Sidharth's heart drop at the exact moment, eyes are open widely in shock. It's feels like the whole surrounding seems blur to him, he can only see and heard her. His body almost shivering, stomach crunched, heart beats are like he come after running some marathon. Throat chocked. All flashes of that day start coming in his mind. How he move delhi for some work, its a big hotel which is booked by a school groups for some performance.

He passes by through the auditorium when heard a blissful voice which made him hers in a second. He stand rotted at his place with a smile and heard that whole song. He captured each and every lyrics on his mind and her voice on his heart. After sometimes he realized that the sound is stop, he rushed there asked everyone about the singer. None of them know anything because someone sing the song behind the stage and a group is performing. He rushed to the whole place but can't able to find her.

Piya Ki Jogan Bane
Agan Se Khelu
Ishq Ki Jot Tale..
Jalti Patange Si, Dhun Mohe Lage
Duniya Jale Toh Jale
Ratiyaan Jagun, Batiyaan Karoon
Chand Raat Mein, Darr Na Lage Mujhko Koi
Tu Hai Saath Mein
Tera Ishq Hai Ya Hifazat Jogiya
Rab Tujhme Tu Hai Rab Mein O Piya

As soon as jay heard the word jogiya, he turn towards sidharth and looking at his facial expressions. It's clearly says that sana is the same girl, whom he chased since eleven years. A slight smile appears on sidharth's lips after the shock, he never thought for a single second that she can be the same girl. Finally when he decided that she is not in his destiny and except his love for shehnaaz.

Than suddenly he come to know that she is none other than his jogiya. His first love, whom he try to find everywhere but failed and cursed his destiny. But its seems that he is wrong, she is in his destiny. After having so much differences in every thing, she met him and their marriage. Its also something that he never thought to happen. In his case destiny plays a vital role. But whatever the thing is, she is his in all way.

Bhul Bhulaiya Ya Hai Paheli
Jaane Kya Sawal Hai Tu
Janu Tujhe Jitna, Utna Hi Uljhu
Aisa Kaise Jaal Hai Tu..
Tujhse Milu Chehra Padhun
Puchoon Kahaani..
Yaadein Jiyun Kisse Sunu Teri Jubani
Hmm..Jogiya.., Hmm..Jogiya..
Yeh Ishq Hai Ya Ibaadat Jogiya
Rab Tujhme Tu Hai Rab Mein O..Piya..

Sana open her eyes and look at him, suddenly ishu's words start coming in her mind, but her heart knows he is not like that. She is confused, can't able to understand what he actually is. What he wants? What he feels for her? What she feel for him? So many questions but no answers. Last he told, they will live like friends than he suddenly changed after that drowning incident. Start behaving like normal couples does.

But never say anything,.. She herself don't know what she wants to heard or what's the actual feeling. He make her feel good, when take care like father her does. She respect him as a person, love to spend time with him. But that doesn't mean she love him. It's not possible for her to stop him for doing anything, because nothing is on her control that time. Like he hypnotized her by his touch. She wants to clear all things soon.

Sana finish the songs and look at sidharth, who look at her smiling. She turns her gaze towards jay and asks, "Kaisa lga?" Jay look at sidharth and says, "I will call you jogiya after that." He immediately look at jay who is smirking at him and says, "No way, only i can call her that."

Sana narrows her brows but didn't say anything, she is upset with him due to the girlfriend talk. Kiya and mahi hug sana tightly, and mahi says, "Bhabi you are awesome , you will make bhai crazy by your voice only. Look at him kaise, ranjhana wale look de rhe hai."

Rolling his eyes sidharth look at the other side in order to control his blush. Yes he is blushing, the sidharth shukla is blushing, maybe for the first time because he find his lost love. He is the happiest person in the world right now, cause his first and last love are the same person. He doesn't need to forget one for the other.

Right now he just wants to grab her face and kissed hard. Express all his feelings in front of her, how he fall in love with her voice and how with her. Where sana look at him lost, and getting more angry because he is the one who still not praise her. Irritatingly she get up and says, "Guys i am feeling damn sleepy, main chali sone. Bye good night." Said she go from without taking a single glance at him.

Jay put a hand on sidharth's shoulder who stare at sana's retreating figure and says, "Bro, i know she is the one but only for a confirmation stamp,. Is she the same jogiya?" Looking at him sidharth nodded smiling and hug tightly, "Yes my shehnaaz is my jogiya."

Jay pat his back and says, "But your jogiya seems hurt from you, i think because of the girlfriend thing." Breaking the hug he says, "Don't worry i am going. Bye." Said he bid everyone good night and move towards the room.

Sana stand near the mirror and look at the mangalsutra which is hanging on her neck, "What the thing that i am feeling? I don't know how love feels? I... i never think about all this, only know about one love that i feel with my parents. Is both are same?"

"I don't know, but right now i am very much angry on him. Hayee rabba, socho jara itni gf rahi hai ki chehre hi yaad nhi. Seems ishu is right, he is such a playboy types. No no... Sana don't think like this, he always taking care of you.... but what about those proximate moments. Hayee maine pagal ho jaana hai."

She is in her deep thoughts when someone hug her from back, for a second she taken aback by the hug but then recognize the touch. A sudden anger rush inside her, she pushed him in a jerk and says, "Mujhe baat nhi karni terese. So don't dare to say or do anything, wrna muh tod dena hai maine."

Said she lay on the bed and cover herself with a quilt. He narrows his brows and lay besides her, but didn't sleep. "I will not tell her anything about the jogiya thing now. I think before saying or doing something, need to find out what she feels for me. I still don't know anything about her feelings."

Taking a breath he hold her from waist, pulled closer and lay on his arms. Pecking her forehead he turns to sleep. Sana's heart skip a beat, when he does that because she is not sleeping. She didn't open her eyes and sleep like this by thinking about him.

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