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Sidharth shook his head and says, "Forgive?.. How can you even asks for forgiveness? You killed innocent people's because of your own self... We didn't even know your sister, i never knew that my marriage was fixed with someone nor shehra... Its not our fault anywhere,, but....in your so called revenge or i say...greediness for all power and money you killed us... Not only killed brtually killed..."

"And if i somehow forget what you did to us, but what you did with dad? How could you kill your own husband? How could you snatched my dad from me? You know how much i love him. .. You also happy by heard that shehnaaz's parents are dead and also assume her dead... You don't even feel a kind of burden by having blood of so many innocent people on your hand..."

"People says i am like you...but they are wrong i am not a bit like of you... You are... I ashamed that you are my mother... Don't even want to call you that anymore...." Said sidharth turn to the other side, tears flowing from his eyes... Not for second he thought that the mother, whom he love and respect so much.. Can do such things... She is a bloody murderer...

She not only destroyed his past life but also snatched everything in this life... Because of her so called deal with singhanias today, sana's parents , his dad lose their lives. Sana's life come in danger because of that deal,... They all can live like a happy family but because of her everything is lost....destroyed...

Sana hold his hand from behind and says, "Sidharth...." He close his eyes in anger, and says, "Don't dare to say anything about her, i know what you want to say shehnaaz... But this time i don't want your any kind of kindness... Do you forget what she did to your parents?" Sana look at rajmata who is crying badly by holding her head..

She knows all she did was wrong, so wrong but after all this also,... She is his mother and really love him... "She didn't killed my parents, and i am not saying to forgive her.. It's not possible i know... At least...don't treat her like this..." He turns to her and yelled, "Treat her like how? What do you want me to do, wipe her tears,, no way... She deserves more than this..."

"Have to pay for all her sins, she killed innocent people for her own selfish reasons... I hate her.... And you know what, she would definitely kill you again in this life. If come to about you being shehra or belongs from the family whom she killed.. Don't lost on her crocodiles tears... And dare to not to say anything to me in this matter."

Raj saw them lost in discussion, he slowly pick the gun and shoot at sidharth but rajmata comes in between and the bullet hit on her chest. In meantime police come with others and rush to singhanias to arrest them. Sidnaaz shock to look at the scarenio... Rajmata going to fall on the ground but sidharth hold her on his lap...

Out of all hatred also, his eyes filled with tears.... He wants to punish her, but not this... Love for years can't be vanished completely in seconds.. Sana also put hand on her mouth and sit on knees, she is sobbing silently by seeing rajmata laying on blood.. She open her eyes and says with difficulty, "See....i got..my punishment....what you want....me to give..."

Sidharth close his eyes, he want to give punishment but not this... "I...don't mean this... Why you came in between?" She smiles a little and says, "I said i..love my children...how can let anything happen to you... And anyway.... This is what i deserves, it's my time to go.... Because i...can't able to live with your hatred sidharth....at least i glad that die by saving my child.."

He bit his lips to control the emotions, in this moment he don't know why forget all the hatred he have for her..."Nothing will happen to you." He is going to get up but she stops, "No...sidharth...nothing will work now..." She look at mahi who is in a crying mess and says, "I love you mahi...so sorry for snatching your father from you... Forgive me if you can... And stay always happy..."

Sana' s heart ached by look all this, its reminds her the time when she lost her parents.. Know very well, what sidharth is feeling right now... But control himself... Rajmata look at her and says, "I am sorry...shehnaaz... I also like you... Know how much you love sidharth... Just be..with him...always...and try to forgive me... For both lives....".

Crying she hold her hand and says, "I....forgive you..." Sidharth just look downstairs.. She nodded, "Thank you..." And close her eyes for forever.. A loud sob escape from mahi' s mouth, all are having tears on their eyes. Sidharth close his eyes, water flowing from his eyes......

Soon they prepared everything for her cremation and last rites. Sidharth performed everything, his eyes are red all the time, pain of loosing a mother is clearly visible on his face. After complete everything they return home and he directly move to his room without saying anything to anyone.. Mahi is with jay.. Sana go behind sidharth and find him sitting on the bed, with a blank face.

She sit near him and hold his hand.. He close his eyes and says, "I always love her, just like a child does..do everything she want me to..always dreamt to being like her.. After dad's demise, she trained me to be a good businessman, a perfect yuvraj.. Always provide the love, that one mother give to their children."

"I was shocked when heard that she killed dad, us ... The flashes of her killed you, was so horrifying for me...her face looks so cruel... Which i never imagine in my life... I hate her shehnaaz for everything she did...but also don't like the way she leave me..by saving me... It's feels like a guilt, that she died because of me.. I...i can't able to breath..."

Sana turned his face towards her and says by cupping his face, "I know what it feels, when you think that loose your parents because of yourself... But that's not the truth... It's not your fault,..she loves you sidharth.. A mother can never able to see their children hurt, she did what anyone does.. She not died because of you.."

"And whatever she did, if we saw from her side... In past life, she lost her sister..and can't able to think anything else in grief....her grief, pain made her blind... And in this life, she did all, in order to live with her childrens.. To live with you... See...i know everything was wrong... But sidharth... You have to forgive her, she will not in piece untill you forgive her and nor your burden will go. Please..."

Closing eyes he left out a breath and says, "Its not easy for me to forget that face, filled with rage face.." She hold his both hands and says, "Try to remember your childhood with her, all the time when she  shower love to you. Try to remember the motherly face of her. You saw what happens when one live with grudges..we have to forgive and move ahead." Taking a breath he try to remember the time when she feed him, put medicines on his wounds.

Taking care of him, playing with him... All the good memories he have with her in this life.. Everything reminds him that in all her bad things, one was perfect... She always plays a role of good mother, try to give him all happiness.. Opening eyes he look at sana and says, "She was a good mother..." Sana nodded in yes, he look to the other side and says, "I...i forgive her...for all... I will miss you maa shaheb."

Said he start crying badly, sana hug him but didn't stop.. He hold her tightly and sobbing on her shoulder untill fall asleep, several needles pierced inside her heart to see him like this...but it's important for him..to left out the burden... Otherwise never able to live like the old one... Whatever is done, all puzzles of past life solved, mysteries of this life open...

Every sins, every culprit come out... All get their punishments... All forgiveness is done..
Sana made him lay on the bed by resting his head on her shoulder.. Both fall asleep in the same position.. Next morning brings a fresh start for them, by leaving all pasts behind.. Only the present and future, filled with their love.. Nani ji come from haridwar, she shocked by heard all this.. But don't want to think anything bad now.

Singhanias are behind the Bars for left of their lives.. They left the palace and shift Jaipur because don't want to live in the place which is filled with all bad memories less than good.. Jay talk with sidharth about mahi and him ... He becomes so happy to find out that his best friend and sister are together. ... They talk with Jay's parents and decided a grand destination wedding..

Its been one nd half month from all the incidents.. Sana, mahi and kiya is sitting on the living area discussing about the destination.. Kiya says, "I think Paris will be nice...romantic types..." Mahi bit her nails and says, "Hmm... Ya its good...but all go there... I want something unique.." Sana chuckle and says, "What about mars? It's very unique.. Hahahah..." Mahi throw a cushion on her....

Which is catched by sidharth, "Hey, don't hit my tamaatar." Smiling sana hold his hand and kiss lightly... Jay come behind mahi and says, "We are going to get married, but romance toh abhi bhi inka hi chal rha hai..." Sidharth sit besides Sana and says by kissing her cheeks, "What is your problem? My wife, my romance,... I will do whatever i want.."

Mahi make an irritated face and says, "Stop you both, here we are still stuck on deciding place for wedding and you are fighting on romance." Sidharth smiles and says, "Don't take stres mahi, i already decided a beautiful and unique place for your wedding.. We are leaving tonight, so go and pack your bags."

All ladies giggles, Sana pulled his cheeks and says, "Where we are going?" He wink at her and says, "Veil, Colorado, us." He move near her and whispers, "Ready for our mini honeymoon tamatar and a one more surprise." Her cheeks turns a tint of red, blushing she look at him and says, "Waiting eagerly for the surprise."

They all packed their bags and leave by sidharth's private jet with jay's family.. Nani ji is very excited for the wedding...
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Let's see what happens next!!!

When our paths collides will be come till evening..