Ch - 74

Sidharth open his eyes next morning when feel a soft kiss near his heart, smile  by closing eyes and says, "Don't took advantage of your sleeping husband, baby? How can i show my face to the world?" Giggling sana look at his face and says by caresses his stubble, "It's not my fault, who asks you to look so hot in the morning?" "I always look at hot tamatar." Said open his eyes and peck her forehead.

He thinks about something and asks by made by cupping her face, "I will ask you something, promise me you answer honestly?" Smiling she give a peck on his lips and says, "I will never lie to you." Nodded he takes a breathe and asks, "Why you never said i love you? I...don't have any problem of your not saying but just want to know the reason if you are comfortable?"

She bit her lips and says with a smile, "I never feel uncomfortable with sharing anything with you, it's make me feel more light and good." He pulled her into his embrace and ask by wrapping hands around her, "What's the reason then?" She inhales deeply and says, "I afraid of loosing you, anytime whenever i used those words for someone. Like my parents, friends they left me.. Everytime something happened and i loose my love ones."

"I...i can't afford to loose you in any case, because you are the only thing I have. Not even in my dreams i can use those words for you." He never thought that this could be the reason, although he not believe in all this things but think not to say her anything about the dream thing. Because if she feel good in this way then it'll be fine for him. Her being with him is important more than those words.

Pecking her head he says, "You can say i hate you." She lift her head to him and says, "You don't believe in all this, right? No one does, but i can't take any kind of risk." "I really don't believe but it's doesn't matter you say in words or not. When i know you love me a lot, and i am enough for saying that. But you can reply me in i hate you rather than same same.." Said sidharth with a wink.

She playfully hit on his chest and says, "I hate you." Flipping the position he come over her, "I know you love me." Said he took her lips for a passionate morning kiss. Their tongues role against each other, he lick the corner of her lips, a moan left from her mouth when their naked warm skin rub under quilt, raising the temperature of room. Every day, every single time they share the kiss, it's give them the same sensation like the first time.

Their hearts are pumping loudly, arising goosebumps all over the body. Sana respond him back with a same intensity by wrapping hands around his neck when suddenly some unknown flashes come in her mind, a face.. An unknown smiling face of some man, whom she never saw before. She pushed sidharth back in jerk and breaths heavily, sweat bids forming all over her face.

He is startled by her sudden act, he never before push him like this. Narrowing brows he took her face between his palm and asks, "Are you fine shehnaaz? Did i hurt you by any way baby?" She just panting by closing eyes, frowning he took a glass of water and says, "Drink this meri jaan, you'll feel better." She gulp the whole glass of water and fall asleep by holding his hand.

He is damn confused but didn't say anything, just pat her head. After sometimes he move to the zym, which is in the palace. Coming back he find her still sleeping, he going to wake her up thought that maybe she is exhausted because of the last night. After freshen up he get ready by wearing a brown t-shirts with ripped greyish black jeans.

Sitting besides her he caresses her hair and says, "Wake up baby, eat something than again sleep." She open her eyes slowly by feeling his touch and says with a confusing face, "When did you get ready and what's the time?" "Ten thirty.. You..." Before he could say anything she sit on the bed in a jerk and says, "What? Shit breakfast time is over, how can i sleep so much and why i am feeling like not remember anything?"

Holding her from shoulder he says, "Calm down, why you are freaking out? I told everyone that you are not well, and tell did i hurt you somewhere?" She make a confuse face and says, "No... Why you said like this? And i am not unwell, you tell me did i sleep between the kiss?" He move a bit away from her and look at her with colliding brows.

Her question make him shock, she pushed him between the kiss, react weirdly and now ask a complete out of blue question. He himself need some seconds to understand the whole thing, her actions completely says that she is definitely not well. He should take care of her rather than forget everything last night. Taking a breath he hold her hand and asks, "Don't asks any questions, just give me answers ohk."

She make a confuse face and nodded in yes. He smile slightly and asks, "Did i anyhow hurt you last night, and no lies." Shaking head she says, "No.. Why you asks same question again and again?" He cupped her face and says, "I said no question only answers, now tell me what happened since morning. Start from when i was sleeping.".

Scratching her forehead she look at him weirdly because he behaves odd but ignore all and says, " I woke up, stare you, kiss you then you open your eyes. We discussed about the..i hate you thing and share a passionate kiss. But maybe i sleep in the middle of the kiss, because i don't remember after that untill you wake me up."

He look at her with a blank expression, as himself don't know or understand what he should say. She forget things, he suddenly remember that yesterday also she said something like this after coming back from janakpur. Looking at her confuse face he smiles forcefully and says, "Maa shaheb asks for you, got get freshen up then we'll move down stairs. Till i do my work which i have to left unfinished last night."

Her cheek  flushed a bit, smiling she wrap the shit around her and move to the washroom. Running fingers on hair he move outside and asks mahi about what exactly happened there yesterday. She told him everything which make him more confuse because sana only remember the incident till bangle shopping not how she get unconscious.

Assuring her everything fine, he move to the balcony of their room and call someone, "Hy, take an appointment of doctor verma for today. Tell him about me coming alone and don't talk with anyone about this." Hanging up he look at the garden and keep thinking about all this. Since they meet, she never behave like this ever, why sudden things start happening?

Here sana get ready in a blue patiyala suit with bandhani duppata, big round earrings and tied her hair in a french braid. Smiling by looking at the mirror, she blow herself a kiss and says, "Hayee Sana you are so cute, wait. Why i do my tareef myself? When karwa karela is present here." Giggling she move outside the closest room and find him standing on the balcony.

He is engrossed in his thoughts when someone poke on his arms and says, "Kullu,... tareef kar." Without looking back a instant smile form on his lips by heard her, he terribly miss her that side. Holding hand he pulled her in front, stare at her from top to bottom and says, "so my tamatar want taareef, hmm.." Cupping her cheeks he peck her forehead and says, "It's look more beautiful when you put a bindi here."

She smiles when he peck her both eyes and says, "I will always dead, when you look at me with this brown beautiful orbs by lifting the thick eyelashes." Sucking her cheeks and he says, "Those red ones, is making me turned on badly. When you Scunches this nose, hayeee... Look so damn cute." Rubbing fingers on her lips he bend down and says by brushing his lips to her, "I can suck them whole day without getting bored, and i love when give them a natural colour."

He is going to suck them but stop by a knock on the door. Groaning pulled back and says, "Romance k dushman." Blushing sana aside him and move to open the door, a servant is there with breakfast for both of them. Rajmata is also come from behind, asked sana how's she now. " I am perfectly fine, can able to run also. App bolo toh m kar k bataun."

Smiling she nodded in no and asks her to come down stairs after breakfast, she need to know more about the estate and all things. Sana have the breakfast with sidharth by keep talking like always. Which makes him more confuse, because she is absolutely fine behave the same way. Then why that thing happened in the morning or is she trying to hide something from him.

He decides to talk later with her, first himself meet the doctor. Post breakfast sana move to rajmata, where sidharth leave for doctor by lying her about some meeting. He is moving to Jaipur, in way get a call from someone, "Hy!." "Don't talk with me, from when you need to take appointment before meeting me sidharth?" Said the caller.

He shook his head and says, "I just follow the rules, think that may be if you are busy." The caller says, "Stop your nonsense, just come home directly. We will talk in full privacy, and i also need to take some old revenge. As someone forget to call me at his wedding." Said he hang up. Smiling sidharth move directly to his house.

Sana learn so many things with rajmata, then just roaming here n there on the palace. She still not see the whole palace, hut not understand when come to an unknown corner where see find no one around. And the place is also look different from the whole palace, like the colour on walls look old. She took a step ahead, when suddenly her leg hit on a table and she fall.

She close her eyes again some flashes come in front of her, that someone a man, applying something on her feet. She felt a extreme headache again and fall unconscious.

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