12 months together. You're okay without me. You're smiling and happy. I don't want to ruin that for you. So I'll leave you alone and deal with my issues alone. But I miss you more than anything, you made me feel alright just by being here. Now you're moving on to better things, while I'm crying over you still hoping one day we will be together again.

Dear Sunshine,

You brightened up my day when I was hanging off a cliff to nothing. You pulled me up with your empathy and smile to make me hold on. That is all I see in this summer breeze, looking out into the cyan sea. Feet buried in a fit of grass and sand as this spot was isolated from the rest of the world, I wonder if it was our bubble that never managed to pop. Time sits still as I look at myself in the sky, wondering that here yet somewhere else is where I broke your heart and left mine. It's been years- almost a decade and I still wonder if you even remember who I am. While you shine brighter and lift up higher everyday, with every happy song you never look down at me, I promised I never would fall to the ground yet here I am. I look at your smile from miles and wonder if you hide the pain of the summer, the sand. The place where I left you, the place I regret leaving everything behind. Yet here I sit, 3am missing you.
Sincerely ,
Moonlight