Me: I give up. Nobody cares... I hate myself, my life and me. I wish I was never born...my friends think I'm joking. That I'm a fake. I haven't cut for a year and I want to go back. According to my friends, I lie about everything. That I'm legally insane, that I'm depressed, that I (used to) cut. That I want to commit suicide... I don't... I don't want to take any pills anymore. I don't want to talk... I should, I should stop. I don't know why I'm saying this here. I guess it's easier than talking face-to-face with someone. I don't know, I hate that I wear a mask. If I don't update or talk to anyone in a while, I'm either taking a break or...yeah. You get it. Bullies are not helping either...I'll update later after I take my pills and they kick in.....maybe