So, I'm debating whether to leave wattpad or not. 

The reason is because tomorrow I will be posting a chapter, saying all that I have wanted to say bit have been to sacred to say it

No it's nothing bad. 

Just personal beliefs and sruff

I'm scared beyond everything's on posting this chapter 

I don't want to lose friends over it, yeah, yeah, I'm a desperate person to keep everyone one I call a friend. 

But I've been quite for so long, it's just, I've let things go I should have, I have beat around the bush...

If I get one rude comment about the chapter, I will leave, I'm tired of everything someone says get labeled as hate

I don't see how believing something different than everyone else can be called hate

But it does, I ways try and do the right thing

No one ever cared, it's like I'm here but not really here

I don't even know who I am anymore, for a small bit when I first joined I was so candid about my beliefs and so forth

Not, I'm to sacred do say anything because I've seen what happens when you do

So yeah, plus my phones being a butt and won't hardly connect to my data so yeah, 

I just hope after I publish the chapter we can still be friends, 

It doesn't matter who you are or anything, nothing will change that fact where friends, no matter what you do, I will always be your friend, NOTHING will ever stop me from being friends with you 

I just thought I'd say that because it's true

So um,  yeah, I do hope the chapter goes good, but I'm not to sure it will... but I can always pray and hope it goes good.