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It hurts to know that everything I do for everyone else, gets forgotten and it hurts, it hurts so freaking much. It seems like everyone else can do the same thing and they get recognized, but I do it, it doesn't even mean a thing. It isn't fair, or right, for me to exhaust myself for others who don't give a flying flip about me. It hurts badly, and most people don't understand and have never been in my place to. I love helping people, but when I do and you walk all over me, take me for granted? That isn't nice, one day I will be gone and you will be wondering what happened. What happened was you never appreciated me or even replied to my messages that I tired to talk to you. It just, it's just horrible, and right now I really want to cry and punch something.

I feel like balling my eyes out right now, and that is not a good thing whatsoever.

But I guess people expect my life to be peachy, pfft, if only you knew, you couldn't stand one moment in my life. So think again before getting ticked about me telling you how I truly feel and not flat out lying with an "good". But I guess you would like me lying and saying I am all okay, so I don't come off as a whiny witch.