I still have faith that the people who hurt me the most would realise it and want to try and start over. I hold nothing agaisnt them, and I can see from their pov on why they are acting like that. All I can say is no matter what you did, all is forgiven and in the past. If we could move on from it, it would be good for both of us. I myself have moved on, I have grown as a person and relaised my mistakes, I owned up to them no matter what the consequences were. I just hope that if you are reading this, please know I will forever be sorry for what I did in the past. I was immature, there was no excuse. I let my feelings get the better of me, which stuip anxiety doesn't help. I know we may never be friends again, I am at peace with that, at least can we be civil? I do miss being able to support you and I recall all the good times we had, those memories will always be there. Just know that the past is the past, we can learn from our mistakes and try and be a better person. I will always love and care for you no matter what happens. ♡

Anyways, this is a very late night thought from me ^^ Plus I may have been listening to way to much music on YouTube to make me finally get this out.

Plus this isn't directed at one person but a plethora of people I use to know. I can't help but feel so bad for what happened and if I could go back in time to change it I would. I can only learn from my mistakes.

I hope you all have a good night and your quarantine is going well.

G'night sugarcubes ♡