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I am torn on what to do, and anxiety is acting up badly.

I want to make a selection rp however everything I do ends up flopping.

No one hardly ever joins mine because im not "popular" or whatever, it's obvious I can't get people to join no matter what I do.

I have had so many selection rps attempts and everytime they flopped because no one would join or even stay active.

It's just, no one hardly likes me, no one even talks to me anymore, so, why should I expect any thing I do to go off? I get no support for anything I do, so, why even bother?

I am trying my best to be the perfect friend, but to many people don't even freaking care to do the same back to me and here I am, my account is pretty much dead and everyone else chooses to ignore me and never comment anything on my convo board like they do everyone else.

But idk, I want to, but I'm scared its gonna be a flop AGAIN and no one will join because idk why . . .

I am just very emotional right now and not to happy with most people by what they don't do to me, on top if my personal life and having to endure being ignored and neglected.

I'm sorry for this rant, but I am torn on what to do and very sad, so, yeah