Welp, it is the last day of 2019 and can I say I am glad its over? From 2018 until know it has been utter crap. It was the worst two years for me, but I am glad it is over and a new decade will begin.

I am happy for all the friends who I had met, who have always stuck by me no matter what and have been nothing but encouraging to me. You guys mean the world to me and I wish there were more people like you guys in the world.

I had also lost a lot of friends, they were fake anyways. Yes it hurt but it is good to get those toxic people out of my life. I will always miss them and care about them, but I have done all I was able and it is up to them from now on.

I don't set goals for the new year because I know life is unpredictable and it probably won't happen how I wish. But, I do hope that this coming year is ten times better than our current one and that I get at least a couple books done too and I get a boyfriend because I would love nothing more than fhat

I am just glad I am still alive and will keep putting my trust in God that all things will work out for the better. Whatever He has planned, I will let Him take the lead in my life and be a better person than I was. 2020 is for a new start to a decade and I hope it is nothing but the best for everyone. No matter what time zone you are in!

(If I think of anything else to say I will add it later)

I still can't believe the 2010s will be over and we will be stepping unto the 2020s.