Welp, I still can't message the people who hurt me and tell the so because I am scared about how they will react.

I am curious to their excuse but it better be a good one because I am not taking pms or don't have time, like if you comment on others convo boards, role play for hours on end, read books and talk to others, then you have time.

But seriously, I don't need those type of people in my life, but then I can't say who they are. Everyone knows them and then they will find an excuse to back them up.

It's just so hard to do everything in your power to be there and be a good friend, yet people just don't freaking care.

I get I'm not as popular and certain people never tag me and when I ask why they didn't, they get all ticked off at me. And I'm like, you have everyone else but me, and I mean /everyone/ but me. So yeah, I have a right to be upset.

But it just sucks to be in my shoes. But oh well, I got other friends who rp and talk to me all the time, so I am good there.

And sorry for this little rant, I really need to get it out.