This isn't related to any comedy or humor. I just have some thoughts in my head and I badly want to write them down. I'm very bad at writing stuff
Like these, so please bear with me. :)

I wish....

I wish you knew the pain in my heart. I wish you understood my feelings. I wish you noticed my presence. I wish things weren't like this.

My friends always tell me to move on and do something else. But they don't understand my pain, my feelings.

They don't know how my heart aches, longing just to see you. Just for a glance.

Everyone says that it's probably my fault. But they don't know, it is circumstances that is stopping me.

I wish you knew me, I wish you had taken the first move.

I thought we were closer to being friends but then one day, you ended it all. You started ignoring me. You don't even know how that hurt me. Nights filled with nightmares, cries and loneliness.

And then you confused me, with your odd behavior. I still feel like killing myself at the thought of that.

But there is still hope inside me.
Cause I know. I've seen you observing me from the corner of your eyes, I've seen you talk about me with others. I've seen you trying.
But look at life's game! It's just changed everything.

I just wish that you grant me your attention.

I just want your attention. I don't ask for anything else.

I know this is very crappy and half of it didn't make sense, but I felt so much better after writing this down.