Yes. I'm actually scared to do that

I wanna make an ask or dare book, but then I'll have too many MyStreet books and I don't wanna be seen just for that but...

I don't think I should.

When I made my first ask or dare book I was new to Wattpad so when I got a ask or dare it's was a surprise.

It'd end like this, I'd only have Wattpad on my computer so I'd get up for school, go to school, and go home to something that made me happy.

I loved getting ask or dares because of the fact that I'd go home to something to look forward too, a gift that made my entire day better but then...

I stopped getting them and I became mad, I didn't understand why people didn't like my content, did they not like me or was I pushing them too far? And it eventually led me into a cycle of pleading for ask or dares because I had nothing to do and this app became my way to escape from the world around me and meet people who liked me and appreciated what I did and what I wrote.

So.

I deleted the book.

And eventually made another one and another one and it was a cycle until I broke it and stopped because I became embarrassed of my old content and how everything seemed so forced, how I didn't like how I craved for something to hold into to write when I could write nothing at all.

I even once said if I don't get "this amount of ask or dares I wouldn't continue the story with this specific art" and I hate that I became that, especially on a Cuphead ask or dare book. And I hate to admit that I was once that, I was once this person that tried to force the audience to do things, and I can understand if you hate me too for that because I hate myself for that.

So eventually I never made another one.

And with how much I've grown and how much I know I have to be patient I thought...

Why not give it one more try?

But that's your decisions.

Do you think I should make it or not?

You chose, after all.

You influence the story, not me.