I didn't realize until a few days ago that I've changed so much in the past year.

I used to be innocent and kind. I never curse I was never rude... I actually cared about people.

Now? Damn, now I can't trust anyone. I don't know who my friends are, because I always end up choosing when I'm broken.

I'm so fragile now that the slightest tap will break me.  In fact, I think everyday I crack a little.

It's sad too, cause I no longer know if my laughs and smiles are fake or real.

I'm heartless now, too. I hate my dad, because he doesn't try to talk to me anymore. I can watch as someone walks out of my life and be find the next hour. Even if I love them... and I hate that..

Guess you could say my minds adapted to being abandoned....