It's hard to imagine something until it's thrown at your face..

"If bri dies"

Those two minutes I didn't respond? I was bawling. I can't imagine if that truly happens what I'll do....

Im sorry for yelling.
I'm sorry for being a bitch..
I just don't know what to do...

And I'm scared...

Im not ready for the real world.
I'm not ready to stand at at a funeral.
I need guidance.
But I don't know where to find it.