im sorry
no you not
I love u
no you Dont
your valid in this land if freaks
I am the freak .

MIDNIGHT
my
enemy.
night in general terrifies me .
when sadistic shadows watch over me . WAITING.
waiting for me to sleep
but
I
dont
I sit on my bed  
trying  to hold back tears 
not of sadness
but of anxiety and terror
im scared
scared that one day you'll leave me.
you'll turn around and walk away
leaving me

ALONE.

u don't love me
but I love u
are love is sadly

forbidden
and soon to be

forgotten

im sorry