Guess who just played sport for the first time in like 4 years? Me... it was badminton which I used to love and well I got slightly enthusiastic like ten minutes into playing and ended up slipping in mud. I grazed my knee and my knuckles oops. I fell on my ankle and honestly I'm super surprised I didn't twist it enough to cause more pain. This is why I stopped playing sport :)

Anyway here's a poem I wrote earlier

You're tired, so tired
Lonely, so lonely
You don't know what to do
You just want someone to love you

You're cold, so cold
Lost, so lost
You feel so broken
All your words go unspoken

You're up against a wall
Screaming out with your hands
Against the glass, hitting and screaming
Down your face tears are streaming

You used to be close
But now you push them away
Unwanted anger and hatred
You want to take back what you said

Life is no fairytale
No royal will kiss you and
Make things great
At this point they're kind of late anyway

Your hands are against your face
Come on, don't cry
You can't face yourself
You're like an empty shell of your former self

You need an escape, anything
You find a site and sit down
You find some nerdy guys
And a smile flashes by

Their geeky but lovable grins
Make your heart flutter
You can't tear your eyes away
They actually make your day

You can't wait for their uploads
Even if they're just short
They help you smile more
And make your life less of a bore

You find an escape as you create
Art and fanfiction
It may look stupid to those who don't get it
But to you it's everything

One day you may meet them
Your idols and friends
You can give them your creations
And thank them

They saved your life
At least that's what you say
They gave you more meaning
And hope to keep living

But I wouldn't agree
I'd say that they helped you along the way
But what saved you
Was you

You didn't give up
And although you looked to the floor
You kept pushing yourself
And eventually you saved yourself