I'm clinging on
To hope that's like dust
One day it'll be there
Then fly away it must

I'm holding on
To an idea that's like paper
Easy to rip
Easier to put in a shredder

I wonder if you'd remember my name
My voice, my personality
Or even just my face
Would you?

I'm clinging on
To the pieces of my heart
Superglued neatly together
Like a sad work of art

I'm holding on
To that one memory
Where I could smile freely
And I was just happy

I write words on a page
But it's all a blur
The ink's beginning to fade
The paper beginning to turn

I wonder if you'd remember my laugh
My mannerisms and smile
The way I presented myself
Would you?

I'm clinging on
To that spark of something
I don't know exactly what it is
But I won't stop believing

I'm holding on
To that small whisper in the dark
The one that's encouraging me
The one with the positive remarks

I'm humming a song
But the lyrics slipped my mind
I'm not sure of the meaning
I just like the tune and the time

I wonder if you'd still remember
When we used to call for hours
And I listened to your every word
Would you?

I'm clinging on
To the seed in the dirt
The one that will grow tall
And one day won't hurt

I'm holding on
To the sunrise in the distance
Today is a new day
A new beat for a new dance

As I watch the rain
With a solemn look on my face
I feel something wet on my cheek
I can't tell if it's the weather today
But what I do know
Is it will be okay

Ha look what got advertised for me on Instagram

Oh I'm fine by the way! I wrote this a few days ago when I wasn't feeling great :)