I'm lonely.

So so so lonely.

Not just in a "I want to talk to someone" way but in a "I crave physical affection/attention way". It sucks.

What made me realise how lonely I am, you ask? (You probably couldn't care less but ssshhhh). My sister getting a boyfriend. She's always talking to him and she's with him half the time.

It just makes me feel lonely.

What doesn't help is that I'm socially awkward. Really socially awkward. Like at school I do not talk to anyone unless they talk to me (most of the time). So I'm not helping my case.

Sorry for this. Just laying in bed, thinking and making myself sad.

But yeah. I hope you're having a nice day and stuff *hugs*

I feel bad because of how many of the parts of this book are focused on something negative. I want this account to be a positive place but here I am, sad all the time. Hahahahaha... okay bye