When everything's just a little too loud
You try your best but can't drown it out
Close your eyes and remember the times
When I told you to stay alive

When your heart's beating just a little too fast
You try your best to stay alight in the dark
Close your eyes and remember why
Why you carried on for so long

You look in the mirror and nothing's right
You hate every part of you in sight
You just want to turn away
But you find your eyes glued on what you could change

The bags under your eyes are growing, growing
Your eyes have stopped their glowing, glowing
Your skin has turned whiter than a ghost
Resembling how you don't feel alive anymore

You speak to your parents because you want to change
They won't let you and they ruin your day
You want to be different but they're in the way
And they will be for so much longer

You don't want to worry, you don't want to hurt
You don't want your family to be alert
But something needs to change so you can smile
You need to find some source of light

You feel like a flower that's wilting
Someone who used to be happy has a mood that's tilting
You hardly recognise yourself
You want to go back to the start

Your head is pounding, pounding
The emptiness is astounding, astounding
You want to sleep for a million years
But even that won't be enough

You've cried enough tears to fill an ocean
Now you're just empty of all emotion
You can't cry anymore
You don't have any tears left

You think it's over but then it's back
It's an endless war and you're beginning to lack
The weapons you need to fight
Sometimes you want to surrender

You find old things you used to use
Old habits that took time to defuse
You want to go back but you can't
You can't do that to the ones you love

You're trying so hard to keep fighting, fighting
You're trying you best to keep lighting, lighting
A match in the dark cave you're trapped in
But eventually you'll run out

So I don't leave this part on a sad note, here's a little pop figure I drew earlier when I was feeling okay.

I don't know if you can tell but it's Wilford Warfstache! He's so cute and I was proud of him when I drew him earlier. Now I'm a bit more eh. I mean, his shoes aren't even and his hands look stupid... but I don't know. He isn't too bad.