I'm so fucking miserable.

Trapped underwater
I can't breathe anymore
That's not my name
I'll never be the same

Trapped under the weather
Constant rain around me
I'm drowning
Why are you frowning?

This isn't what I want
It isn't what you want
So why is this me?
Why can't I be free?

I can't look down
Got to keep my chin up
Got to stare ahead
With false hope filling my head

If I told you I lied to you, would you mind?
Because you call me one thing and I'm another
If I told you you had got it wrong, would you care?
Because you calling me something wrong isn't fair

If I woke up one morning and demanded change
What would you do?
Would you accept me without a blink of your eye?
I wish... but you wouldn't. Why?

I'm sick of writing into the dark void
No one listens and nothing can change
I whine; I complain
But everything remains the same

I've got to crank up the music
Turn on the YouTube
I've got to drown it all out
This is what it's about

Freedom, acceptance
How about the correct pronouns for once?
It's not that hard.
It's not that hard.

Freedom, acceptance
How about letting me buy male clothes for once?
It's just a piece of cloth.
It's just a piece of cloth.

Freedom, acceptance
How about loving the real me for once?
I'm still your child.
I'm still your child.

Freedom, acceptance.
It's not that hard.
Is it?