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So, on occasion, people beg me to update. I don't really mind, because it means you guys care about what I'm writing and it gives me a reason to keep updating.

Some people are nicer about asking than others are. I recently had one person ask me the following over a private message, and I figured I would talk about it.

"What's wrong with you? You never update anymore."

Normally, that question would be figurative. For me, though, it's pretty literal.

This, in particular, has been a week and a half from hell.

I've been pretty sick since the weekend, and on Monday I found out I have bronchitis. I've since been to the ER for it, and I'm finally starting to feel a bit less awful. 

Aside from that, I've been trying to get answers about my vision for over a year now. If I know you well, you probably know most of what's been, and will be, going on with it.

For the rest of you, I've had a pretty significant change in my vision over the past year and three months or so. I do have a medical condition that could have caused that to happen, in which case there would have been a couple of options for me to try. However, after seeing a couple of new doctors, I found out that this problem isn't the issue I thought it was. I've been seeing an army of doctors for this over the last couple of months, and the most recent one told me that there's essentially nothing to do right now.

Needless to say, when I heard that on Tuesday, I didn't really know what to think. I wasn't all that upset in the office. I was mainly angry that this had been going on for so long, and if it had been caught by my old doctors when it started, something possibly could have been done.

Again, if you know me, you know or will know the full extent of what's going on. For the rest of you, let's just say it's pretty bad.

I still really don't know what I'm doing as far as this goes. I have never had great vision, but this has been a pretty drastic change from what I did have. Aside from trying to figure out who to see or what to do from here, I'm still in school full-time, doing my best to keep up with this site and keep in contact with you guys, and making sure my family's not too stressed about all this.

Even though I'm still not really sure what to think about all this, I'll probably start writing again. It's a distraction, and a lot of you guys have missed it as well. I can't promise that I'll be fast, but I'll work on it. Still, I figured you guys deserved to know what's really been going on with me lately.