Request? No

"Can I go with him?!" You yelled as Tony told Gibbs he was going to Israel to search for Ziva.

"I don't see why not, Tony you'll need the protection," Gibbs said.

"But Boss!" Tony whined.

"No buts. She's going with you."

Time skip to after the two of you had reached Isreal... after Tony had found Ziva.

You had been staying with Shmeil while Tony went off to go look for Ziva. Tony sighed as he shut the computer, "You know how hard that was." He commented.

"Gibbs was wrong," Ziva replied. "I did not want you to find me but yet, you did." Then Tony's phone lit up with an incoming call.

"Hold on, I have another call," Tony said picking up the call. It was you.

"Hey Tony, open up your computer, I need to talk to you."

"Why can't you do it on the phone?" Tony asked.

"Because I don't want to use up Shmeil's coverage." You explained.

"Makes sense," Tony replied hanging up. He opened up his computer and accepted your skype.

"Hey Tony," You sighed. You knew you looked like hell, your hair was a mess and your eyes were red a puffy.

"Wow, (Y/N), you look like hell." He commented.

"And you look any better?" You snarked back. "Anyway, I was just calling to see if you've found her yet."

"No, I haven't. I'm back in Tel' Aviv though. A contact led me here."

"Do you want me to come and help you?" You asked hopefully.

"Nah, you enjoy your time with Shmeil," Tony replied, feeling bad.

"Oh, ok. Tell me when we're heading back home, or if you need me." You sighed, holding back tears.

"Yeah, ok. Bye." Tony sad hanging up. He let out a puff of air.

"So... why is she here?" Ziva asked annoyed.

"She wanted to come. Gibbs said she had to... it's not like I had a choice." Tony replied.

Meanwhile...

You burst out in tears once the call ended. Shmeil gave you a hug. You calmed down minutes later and sighed again. "I'm sorry Shmeil, I've been nothing but a nuisance."

"It is fine my girl, stay as long as you need." He assured.

Time Skip

You stared out the plane window and watched Tony and Ziva kiss. You sighed and snapped a quick photo with your polo roof and slipped it into the scrapbook in your lap. You closed it and jumped up from your seat and ran off the plane. You stopped in front of your two friends and handed Ziva the book. "What is this?" She asked.

"A present, from the team. Don't open it until we're gone through." You said smiling. Then you headed back to the plane and waited for Tony.

TIME SKIP AGAIN

"I just received a call," Vance said grimly, "Ziva David is dead."

"No, no, it's not true!" You exclaimed, "it can't be."

"I'm sorry Agent (L/N), but I'm afraid so," Vance replied.

"Nonononononononono," you muttered sinking to the floor, pulling at your hair, sobbing. "It can't be," was all that passed through your lips as heavy sobs ran through you. Then someone was hugging you, You looked at the silver-haired man that early showed affection hugging you in front of a bunch of people.

The two of you sat like that for a while, until you had calmed down a bit. "Go home," Gibbs ordered, " Bishop, drive her home. "

The last time skip

Gibbs in flipped the phone that had been ringing in his pocket. "Hello?"

"G-Gibbs?" You stuttered into the phone, "Can you come? Please, I-I really need someone right now. "

"Yeah, sure. I'll be there in 5 minutes." Gibbs replied before hanging up the phone and editing the office with a puzzled McGee watching him.

6 minutes later you heard a mock on your apartment door. "Come in," You said.

Gibbs entered the apartment slowly, then rushed to your curled up self. "Why am I here?" He asked, helping you into a sitting position.

"I-I did something," You explained showing him the empty pill bottled you had clenched in your hand, "and, and I didn't want to do it alone. You were the first person I thought of."

"God (Y/N), what did you do?" he asked, striking your cheek as a tear ran down it.

"I couldn't live without her Gibbs, I-I loved her." You said smiling sadly. "I'm sorry Gibbs."

"Hey, there's nothing to be sorry about. You just want to see her, and that's ok." He said wrapping you in a hug. The two of you sat like that before you went limp, and took your last breath.

Sorry!!! Nother time skip... Sorry!

Gibbs walked out of the elevator with a somber air about him. "Where were you?" McGee asked.

"Here, (Y/N) said to give this to you," Gibbs responded handing McGee a piece of paper. McGee read the note silently, crying as he put down the piece of paper.

"Is she really gone?" He asked his boss, all Gibbs did was nod.