Did I do that, or was I dreaming

Did I think that, or was I screaming

Did I see that, or was it an illusion

Did I feel that, or was it a dilusion

Did I hear that, or was there silence

Is this finally peace, or am I numb to the violence

You say I'm strong but why don't I feel my might

If I'm out of the darkness then why is there no light

Am I free, or are these just

extended chains

Why am I so cold when in front of me there are flames

Do you love me, or am I just fantasizing

If I am not sad, then why do I find myself crying

Am I breathing, or is this just me dying

Do I love you...or is this just my desperate heart lying