this one's gonna be pretty short:

today is my birthday and I have to admit it was one of the best birthdays in my life :)

not because I did something special or exciting 

I just spent the day with my family, tomorrow I will see some friends, the day after that I will meet up with a boy I really like haha and I have to say: It's one of the first weeks in five years were I'm genuinely happy to be alive, guys

I haven't felt this pure happiness and peace in such a long time and omfg it feels so great!

I'm a bit afraid how long it will last but I will enjoy it 

I wish I could tell my younger self that we made it. I never thought I would get this far haha but here the fuck I am and I am fucking proud of myself :))

that's basically everything I wanted to say :)

I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and a beautiful day

lots of love

TPWK

Lou